iholan @ 2008-10-18T18: 36:00 af
Do not lose anything if you do not you read, just needed to explain this ...
I know I have long disconnection, I missed many birthdays, news, stories and, above all, know and sorry that I have received messages asking for my absence ... the truth is that I have not had neither the time nor the courage to enter here, or anything really. But I needed to stop by and say I feel much, much, leaving the fic and your half-stories, and not being able to respond, but sometimes in life, destiny or whatever you want to call it strange things do that in a single minute, all that was important and gives meaning to our lives are not worth anything ...
do not mean anything talking about it, I like to go talking about my life, everyone has problems, but I need to talk, well actually I can not speak, but if I need to share it with someone who does not look at me with pity and try to cheer, or passing it is not as bad as me.
three weeks ago lost the most important man and my life, to be more wonderful and generous that has ever existed, my brother. And I know they say time heals everything and there will come a time when I stop feeling so empty and stop hating the world to move forward when he simply is not, because it is absurd.
Dani was three years older than me, my guardian and my best friend, and now do not understand how I'm supposed to go on, get up every day, go out and smile without ...
Well, this entry is no coments, I just wanted to apologize for the absence, and tell you that probably will not come back here much longer, but the fact is that now I have no strength to write or to nothing ...
Lots of love, forgiveness for the roll, and many thanks for everything.
