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Sacrifice VII
In Kinnetic it was business as usual, as if time had not passed. And Brian felt that Justin would go to meet them at any time. But it was he who ran at him. Cinthia
and Ted will soon be at his side, asking what the hell I was doing there, and trying to persuade to leave home, while watching her employees between concern for his long absence and relief to have him back, convinced that everything would return to normal. As
was off course, their kids were used to fund those days. Brian was proud of what had become his agency. But above all, but would never admit it, I was proud of the group of people that formed it.
For two hours he devoted himself to see the status of the campaigns were launched, the results of which were over and the ideas for new projects.
really knew him so well that there not needed at all times. Brian
employees and Justin, that Justin had earned the right to be their leader, had lived in those weeks between concern and confusion, and were committed to doing all he could to help their bosses and, despite all , friends, work hard to restore some confidence that had always placed in them.
So now were busy showing progress.
It was a display of how hard they worked, or what good professionals they were.
was more of a statement: We are a team, we are your team. You believed in us to make your dream and we'll be here whenever you need us. And Brian looked
work, pride and gratitude in silence.
was overturned on review their work and sign the documents back, pushing thoughts of Justin. But mid-morning his work had been completed, and turned mechanically to the office of blond.
Justin looked at the blank canvas, as if waiting to appear to answer all your questions ...
recalled the words of Wallace, the night before.
- You know, you should forget him. If you really cared, would have come to buscarte.-Justin continued staring into space, pretending that his words were of no concern. The larger one is forced to look at him, smiling .- I know the guys like Kinney. You never forgive.
then had been just as his mind reproducing these words over and over again, he could quell. And he felt that Wallace once again, was right.
he had betrayed Brian had left him no more. And the pictures in the newspaper had been a public humiliation for the proud publisher. And his words in the parking lot ... no, never forgive. however much he wanted Brian never let him get back to him ...
Why so if Brian knew was that he wanted ... but I could not help but wonder how far ... I knew where she was, who was ... why he did not go for him ...?
shook his head, fearing find the answer, looking forward to going back.
The release was the same, ordered that way that only Justin could understand.
on the table, shares of Kinnetic mingled with photographs, shopping lists, sketches and drawings of artist Gus ...
The room smelled, retaining his presence, and felt she was drowning ...
"I do not love you ... I'm with Ron ... it was just a challenge" ... And the same question was returning again and again, why?
what was wrong this time?
He felt an idiot ... how could someone like Justin want to spend the rest of your life with someone like him?
wanted to shout, tear clearance, forget that Justin existed, erasing any trace of their presence ...
He sat behind the desk, looking at the pictures ...
- Um ... Hi, how annoying? - Ben had not heard me go .- Michael has said he would be here ... I'm glad you're ... better.
Brian smiled at the understatement.
- Yes, the holidays are over tired sighed, pointing out the chair opposite him, strangely quiet.
- Brian, I ... have to talk. This is Justin.
Roger smiled slightly. What to observe in silence the boy was becoming a habit. Stood beside him.
- No worth nothing to regret. All we can do is move forward. Justin
wanted to give a scathing response. For him, this man was so cruel, or more than Wallace. But he was tired of arguing ... and tired of talking cosigo it.
- buy what you have to move on, if not you have anything? I've lost the only important thing ... the rest is worthless.
- Well, you still have this, "noted the blank canvas, paints cornered. Without Brian, had not been able to return to painting .- Kinney gave to you so that you achieve your dream. Do not let them be sacrificed in vain.
Justin looked at him, confused. How did he know that?. The man went away, Brian Kinney hoping this is not so arrogant asshole that looked ... I did not know how long that situation would support the artist. And the cast had all he could .- Finish your work. Tomorrow we will go to the gallery.
violent and heavy silence had settled in the room, as the tension seemed to float in the air. Brian
stood still in his swivel chair, staring at a fucking on the street, back to his friend. After ten minutes, Ben dared break the silence again.
- Brian, what are you doing?
publicist few seconds to process the question. Finally he got up, looking at his companion, and laughed.
was a cold empty, joyless, that scared the ever impassive teacher.
- What I do, Benjamin? - His tone was quiet, too true. You see, I'll stay here, quiet and very still waiting to sound the alarm, because, no doubt, this is just a fucking nightmare .- tone was rising as he spoke, trembling with rage, and let out their frustration.
deep breath to calm down, going by the window. Ben stood at his side.
- Justin you qui ...
- Justin is a fucking idiot! - Ben winced at the reaction of his friend's always the same. Always the poor martyr's role sacrificing love for me, holding it all for me, taking care of me ... Well, I've never asked for anything.
He poured a drink and sat on the couch, while Ben sighed, following him in silence, trying to digest his words.
- not Justin's fault, "the publicist Brian looked at him as if he expected to be there. She looked at the glass, without seeing it. Her voice sounded empty.
- No. It is not .- sigh, tired, fighting back tears .- It's my fault. I should never have allowed to come into my life. Should never believe that I could leave everything behind and be happy, make you happy ... I should never have let you come near Wallace ...
- Brian ... Brian, Justin is happy at your side, things have changed, you've changed .. That Wallace is one ...
- what am I, Ben? What kind of person I am if ... if I can not demonstrate to the person I love which is all I really care? If ... if after all these years Justin thinks my job, my reputation and money are the most important thing for me ... if you do not know yet that he is the only thing I care ... Different sensations assaulted
Brian, which vainly tried to put in order ...
It hurt to know that Justin was suffering, wondering how he should feel, ...
Anger and hatred for Wallace invited him to go find, to destroy your body until you will be a single drop of blood.
But above all, he hated himself. I hated not to have realized what was happening before, and hated that, once again, Justin was suffering because of him.
just wanted to go to meet him, hug him, ask him to forgive ... Ben
it was not difficult to understand the whirlwind of sensations that would be attacking his friend. Even wondered how could he be so calm. Support hand on his friend, kneeling to be at its height, and forced him to look at him.
- Brian, the only culprit is the idiot of Wallace. Justin now needs you do not know how, but if someone can do something is you. And kill Wallace is not an option.
Brian smiled a wry smile, because I knew that the idea of killing the man was not just a word spoken at random. Ben knew better than he thought.
But he went to jail would not help to Justin ... because if Brian Kinney decided to kill someone one day, who would not hide, or pay someone to do it.
Yes, I would destroy that man ... would make him pay all the pain and suffering of Justin.
Given the expression of his friend, Ben did not had no doubt that he had awakened a sleeping beast ... and Ronald Wallace would soon regret having crossed the path of Brian Kinney.
And inadvertently was found begging by the darkness that had taken their eyes will not reach your soul as well. Ronald Wallace
happy smiling as he walked into Justin's room, feeling absolute winner of a war that had not even begun. He thought that since then the boy appeared an angel. And it was yours.
What he did not know was that, miles away, another demon had woken up, ready to give the space that belonged in hell.
Never trust a fallen angel, a demon Retes never love.
continued ... Haber