Well, I have made it difficult to write this chapter, because it is the latter, which means that the story ends, and the truth is giving me some pain ... but what good does a story ends, there's always another beginning.
is my first long fic, but I enjoyed it, there have been moments of panic that did not know where I had been, or how to get out ...
Fortunately, FL I have the best in the world, what has me excited and energized with his coments ... So many thanks tod @ s for sharing this adventure with me, and hope to see in the next.
For now, I hope you enjoy this chapter. As always, Garcia for reading and commenting. Kisses and hugs to
tod @ s.
Sacrifice XII The days passed at a rate of vertigo, while, at least apparently, everything was back to normal.
Jusino and Brian took days held in the loft, enjoying every minute, trying to catch up. And they would have to be there for weeks, but for the insistent calls Debbie, threatening to be in the apartment with a sleeping bag. The kids
cost even give credence to the words Ben. For them, nothing made sense ... if they knew that Justin and Brian wanted ... Justin
But the boy had always been brave fighter and was not willing to give up anything, rebelling against those who seek to control ... So it was inconceivable that had agreed to blackmail, risking to lose Brian and their families to protect.
As for Brian ... well, much as he wanted, everyone had a role in that family, and if Justin was a sweet and brave child, Brian was being arrogant, selfish and cold cause of all problems Justin.
Of course, they knew it was a good person, and things he cared more than they wanted to to understand ... For them, the pair worked well: Justin was more than they should, and Brian was limited to receiving without giving importance ...
see why you put your life in public, talking about feelings, acknowledging mistakes, risking his reputation and everything I had achieved, swallow your pride for Justin to come home was something she knew very well how to assimilate.
And although they understood the reasons for Ben to keep the margins of history, "was a matter of Brian and Justin. So far they were willing to go for each other was up to you", could not help but feel somewhat excluded from their lives, especially Michael, do not Temin to understand that their best friend had told things in a magazine that even he knew ...
decided it was best not to drown them with interviews and behind the warm welcome to Justin, have started to date with the latest news, as if just returned from a long journey ... But as they talked and laughed all at once, could not help feeling that something had changed, but did not know why.
end of the week, Justin and Brian decided it would be better to err on Kinnetic. Not that its employees need them, anyway. Cinthia
and Ted had taken the reins of the company and its employees knew that the extra effort of the last weeks would be rewarded ...
The truth is that the phones had not stopped ringing since the publication is the interview. And although Brian did not mind, have lost some customers, shocked at the "lifestyle" of Brian Kinney.
"The Brian Kinney what appears in the magazine is the same Brian Kinney, who brought up their sales by 85% from last year's campaign" was the most repeated phrase of the week.
Soon, however, came new companies interested in what Kinnetic take their campaigns, and the vast majority of their clients were delighted with the extra publicity.
- What better example of honesty of our products which have an honest advertising?
Thus, the benefits soon
losses doubled in his office already Kinnetic, Justin looked around, still no passerby would think that everything 'was over, that finally was home.
Nothing had changed, everything was in place ... but somehow, nothing was the same ... Suddenly, an object on the wall caught his attention.
was so engrossed he did not notice the presence of Brian until he hugged from behind, leaving him a kiss on the forehead.
- How ...? You missed the exhibition ...- None had spoken too much about what they did during the days that were separated.
- Not exactly. I had a private screening in the morning .- Justin's expression made him smile .- Advantages of having a child with the director of the gallery ...
- you ... Your eyes ... is the first thing I see when I wake up after a nightmare, what gives me strength when everything is black around ...
- I know, I left a kiss on the cheek, before turning it over, face him .- So here. I want you to see, I want you to look in my eyes when I ask what is most important to me ... I do not want to re-doubt ... Justin
embraced him, unable to respond.
Justin was happy he was back at home. their relationship with Brian was stronger than ever ... however, could not avoid feeling bad.
had always believed in the love of Brian, even before the publisher decided to admit it. But now, for the first time, he wondered if he had ever known value, if indeed he had given to detail with which his companion showed his affection their importance.
For the first time in his life, he wondered if he had been a mistake to go in the Life of Brian.
During those days only had separated, trying to catch up. They enjoyed each other, walking arm in arm, not wanting to loose their hands, laughing at the simplest things. They did not want to talk about what had happened, trying to forget.
On more than one occasion Brian was surprised to observe in silence an intense look, full of love, but with a veil of sadness that the largest ever wanted to explain, just held her when he asked, as if afraid to come back to disappear.
as the days, hours of long silences were more numerous.
But it was the heavy silence that hides the blame. It was a silent melancholy, a strange feeling of nostalgia for what should not be increased with the passage of days.
Justin looked at his bare hand, hoping that those days pass as quickly as possible. Brian
remained motionless on the couch in front of the fireplace off. there was no point repeating themselves feel that way ...
knew that Justin was worried, and had reason to be happy. He felt happy. Justin had returned, and that was all that mattered.
For years he had wondered what I could see someone like Justin in it, had denied himself the fact that I loved him, saying that the youth would be better without him ... but during these weeks had descubrierto as would be for him to be without the artist, and the idea terrified him.
Those weeks had been endless. He took
ring from his pocket. Do not know why she had not returned to Justin. Perhaps hoping that the boy claimed ... None of them had discussed the theme of the wedding. The truth was that he had tried to forget it, not caring.
Al Ultimately, I knew I needed to sign any papers to know that Justin wanted more than anything in the world, like Justin loved him.
But until that time had not realized how much I wanted to. Wanted to say loud and clear that nothing and no one would come between them. I wanted to tell the world that were of each other, because they had decided, and there was nothing more important than that.
looked at the clock, while Justin heard steps on the floor above. It was hours
"family" should have arrived. Now it should be hanging around the house, making sure everything was perfect: the flowers, tables, clothes ... everything.
The ringing sound him out of his thoughts.
- Good morning, Mr. Kinney .- Women's smile faltered to the baffled expression on Brian .- We have advanced a little, but ...
- Who is Brian? - The public turned away from the door for Justin to see.
- Are we at the wrong time? - The officiant and his assistant looked puzzled at the attitude of the couple.
- No, sorry .... pass. If you'll excuse us a moment ...- Brian ushered into the hall, while a stunned Justin carried to another room.
- What ...?- Justin was confused, "do not cancel the wedding?
- No, I figured ... I thought I would have done Michael. I did not want to think about it .- Justin nodded, lowering his head, while Brian was cursed for being such a loudmouth.
- I see, "Justin sounded hurt. Brian lifted his head, biting his lips.
- No, do not understand. When you left I could think of was that I would have mistaken this time. And then I just wanted to come back, did not want to think y. .. that.
Justin smiled slightly, he had not wanted to think about the wedding.
- I guess ... I guess we'll have to tell you that has been suspended.
- I guess if .- remained silent for a moment, without looking .- Or we can ... we can move forward.
had hardly been a whisper, and Justin looked at him, unsure of having understood.
- You mean ...? You want what ...? Brian
interrupted him, not knowing what or how to say.
- I do not mind the wedding ... that is, it is not necessary, but ... Well, for someone who does not believe in marriage is quite humiliating to refuse to marry you four times in four years .- Justin smile at the logic his companion, reassuring .- I know it is the ideal wedding, and I'm not the ideal candidate. But I also know that all I need is you. It took me cuenta.No took me assume, not to notice. And I've only had to tell the whole country so that you understood this, and if nothing happens you just ...
Justin put his finger to his lips to silence him, his eyes misted.
- Yes.
"If what?
"If I want to marry you. I wanted to do four years ago, and I want it now .- kissed Brian, who suddenly left him.
- Wait, pulled the ring from his pocket, returning to his place .- Justin Taylor, for the fourth time in four years, will you marry me?.
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