Hi tod @ s , if there is someone out there who remembers me, of course .... I'm sorry I disappeared, not as you imagine I've missed you these days, but this is still a crazy summer, first the accident, of course, I did not answer your messages about it, but I want you to know that I read, I have been excited and I thank you a lot to you about me, you are l @ s Shagged best * you *, then I lost my job, to follow the general trend of the country, and for high average family to discuss with the other half and I, as usual, in the middle ...
Anyway, things are arranging themselves: I am refreshed after the accident, something can not say the poor car * ups *, I only have the shock ... and I started working, yet I can not believe the luck I've had of not having to queue at the SOIB ....
Well, now that I have set a day of changes in my life, I leave you with one more chapter of Utopia, but not anything extraordinary happens, is a transitional capital more than anything .... I have millions of entries to read, and return to work in a while, I have a schedule that is disgusting and I can not connect as before in the office, so they will be chapters cortitos, sorry. Try, that if you hang fast as you can ... A thousand kisses and hugs
to tod @ s , I hope you like it even a little, you know that I have done my love to cont period vosotr @ s, but above all wanted to dedicate it to my Precious \u0026lt;lj user=flequillitos>, with all my love, who last week was his birthday and I could not give her anything ... You deserve much much better, darling, but I have not been able to more ... thousand kisses, love and happiness.
Utopia V
looked at the piece of land at his feet, oblivious to the dark clouds that had appeared on the horizon while his mind was beginning to wane.
had started to walk behind the fawn yielding to an impulse trying to ward off the strange feeling of gloom that had gripped him by the fountain. Had run through the trees, like two kids playing catch, letting the cool breeze stir your hair.
The animal was really beautiful. The sun glinted golden in his hair and his black eyes had a mischievous glint. He moved nimbly through the trees and bushes, as if he knew where it was at all times should be directed.
Hares, rabbits, even a wolf had left in its wake, looking curiously, without showing any fear, as if for some strange reason lagoon knew who was blond and he was doing there. And Justin had surprise yourself feeling strangely calm, as if he had removed a heavy load off and nothing could hurt him.
As he followed his new "friend", he recalled the conversation he had with Ted, and the strange dream of his childhood, letting his mind goes back to his adolescence and his years of non-relationship with Brian, when it was only an inexperienced young man who owned nothing more than a handful of dreams that seemed impossible to achieve. They were hard years, yes, but also happy and intense. Days when I enjoyed every minute, every gesture and every word you shared with the audience, he never knew when repeated. Days in each box, sketch or stroke had a meaning only thing that made unique. Old
images came to mind, leaving a strange taste of nostalgia not unpleasant: the Dinner hours, sitting with friends talking about everything and nothing at the time, or time with Daphne, sitting on a park bench sharing confidences. He recalled the laughter and gossip Kinnetic between errands and coffee and evening lying on the floor of the room, Gus, including toy cars, play dough and coloring books.
Suddenly it seemed that ever wore away from home, and the feeling was almost painful longing .... Overall, and in spite of living together, took Brian lot less than the hours they had spent the two lying in bed in the loft, staring at the ceiling doing nothing, sharing a cigarette between puffs of laughter and silly phrases.
If, I miss those moments that was only Justin, and I was happy and, having nothing to prove, knowing that we wanted and it was. Now I spent time with his family, yes, but every second was so well planned that did not enjoy those games, made them a test to prove he was capable of being the father, husband, host, friend, son and perfect artist .... but they just wanted to Justin, not more.
He felt cheated, as if those months Pittsburgh would not have meant anything, as if ls had lived: in his effort to make everything perfect was no longer himself. The fear of failure, to disappoint those around him had led him to commit the biggest mistake of all: forget the present, trying to control the future ...
then appeared again the images of his nightmare ... what if Craig was right and could not make his family happy? What if, how Etahn said, Brian did not care? What if ...?
A sudden movement a few yards of him brought him back to reality. From the edge of the road, the fawn was watching him from the scorn and weariness, and censoring his thoughts.
- Sure, you see it all very easy ....- Justin mentally scolded at the absurdity that was to start a discussion and a deer ... even though the deer have arched an eyebrow and you will be putting what should be a grin in the world of deer ... looked at the sky, shaking his head at the dark clouds that had appeared out of nowhere.
- The ...- The animal snorted missing in what Justin thought he heard, clearly, an accusation of guilt. Hit the ground, to get his attention, before entering the forest again.
- Hey, where are you going? - Justin paused, realizing it was ridiculous to ask the animal that will not leave him alone. Furthermore, it was good idea to walk through the woods if he would unleash a storm ... the cria appeared again, inviting him to follow. The boy looked around uncertainly, before following the brush. In this Zono
bushes were taller and thicker, though not unpleasant to walk between them. The birds sang in their path, encouraging them to continue somo, and a fresh sweet smell of flowers filled the room. The trees were so dense and high that he could barely see the sky above it, but it was an oppressive feeling the opposite. It was as if somehow he was protecting the forest spread over it a warm and beautiful green mantle. The fawn had disappeared again.
looked around, trying to find him, when he heard the unmistakable sound of laughter not far from where he was. He walked slowly, passing through some bushes, unable to believe what he saw.
A small hill stood on the plain, surrounded by huge white columns that reminded those of ancient Greece. Two female figures, dressed in white, ran barefoot among them, laughing merrily. He approached slowly, not wanting to interrupt the game but could not look away from the girls. Small white butterflies flew among them, adding to the strange dance of the girls, who now turned on themselves, to the rhythm of a melody only they seemed to listen.
vision smiled at Justin, who stopped a few meters from the hill, recognizing women.
Lindsay golden hair adorned with a crown of tiny pale blue flowers, bright as the wind played with them. Melanie had adorned her dress with a belt of flowers identical to those that adorned the hair of his wife and openly laughed happily. Justin
hesitated. He wanted to hang out, but then did not want be wrong ... Before I could make a decision, Melanie's voice reached him.
- Justin!, Has finally arrived ....
In the sky, the sun will shine again in a beautiful blue horizon, cloudless ...
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