Ya-hooooo !!
Santiago, 03.14 pm [Break para no morir de calor.]
Relax, es hora de hacer almuerzo, revivr los parlantes y ordenar la ropa. Starting tomorrow, Im quite anxious D:
This entry is empty... like my room! whatdidyousay? No, nothing it may be the burning sun... the smog and the screams that came out the speaker. Everyone is crazy, they are lonely too.
It is hard to forget... but Im here to get my english improved, not to think about my fruitless relationship, really. We didn't even started something then you just changed your mind, I mean... I could'n even finish assimilating the fact that you just did it. I felt nice, i liked you, i really did; when i walked home I just...couldn't believe it.
It was...strange. 23 hours later, when I finally realized what happened, and when I was starting to think that I could be happy with you( almost for a cuple of weeks )...you denied, smashed and broke my hope AND my expectatives. Really.. I was dissappointed, not only because of what you said, not only for the whole episode, no... I was, how to put this... frustrated with the entire wolrd, mostly with myself, whom just fell down to your arms with your simple, empty promise. Oh, if I could only disguise the weak words wich you used at that moment, I guess I was in love.
Now I think... maybe, I just wanted to be-loved, just like otacon, haha. That day you said all those things, then you lied, 24 hours later you broke your promise, and then... I realized that I was a fool. Now I just.... wish you a good travel, I hope you can finally get your dreams true. Now I ask myself, why i'm not sending this menssage to you? Well, because I don't want to talk to you about this anymore...
Whatever...
Have a nice day!
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